So...the thing is...for about 50% of this book I was super pissed off. Because well, ummm, you see, what had happened was...it seemed like everyone blamed Jesse for a lot and she just took it. She just took it because she felt so guilty about things she shouldn't have felt bad about. I thought it was a bunch of bull honky. Her sister Nicole blames Jesse for sleeping with her ex-husband Drew, which she didn't even do! Matt blames Jesse because she left while she was pregnant with Gabe, their now four year old son, after he told her that she was a slut and he didn't believe that the baby was even his. Which, was pretty bad on its own, no? Then on top off that he also said that even if it was his baby, he wouldn't want a baby with her. Umm...I'm thinking I would take off too! Not one time in this whole damn book did Matt apologize for that, or the fact that it's because of his own words and cruelty that she ran in the first place. That she had to struggle for four years of their sons life being a single parent, just barely making ends meet! He took no blame, he played with her emotions, and he intentionally set out to hurt her using their child as a pawn...
He could have taken it upon himself to locate her and Gabe on his own and with his millions of dollars it would have been easy. It would have been the responsible thing to do, knowing she was pregnant with what very well could have been his baby. It's safe to say my feelings about Matt throughout the book had some ups and some MAJOR downs. Same thing with Nicole. I mean, I don't think Jesse was a saint by any means either. Yet...at least she owned up to her wrongs. She made the best of her mistakes, made the best life possible for her and her child, and busted her ass to get where she is. That definitely deserves more respect than what she got. Yes, she ran and should have told Matt about Gabe sooner. Correction, she should have tried harder to get him to understand sooner. Even though it was kind of his fault she left town to begin with...but hey, it's her fault she stayed away all that time knowing Gabe was Matts child. I mean, it's not like Matt verbally abused her for something she didn't even do before she left town. Oh, and it's not like he made it totally clear that even if the baby was his, he didn't want a baby with her.
Oh wait...
Well, shit.
I guess that did happen.
Still by the end of the book I'm happy the two end up where they do. I know it sounds like I completely hated Matt but I didn't hate him by the end of the book. Just to be clear though, I wasn't singing his praises either. Even though he seemed OK by the end of the book I'm still fuming a little bit on the inside over everything. And even though the book pissed me off as much as it pleased me I still loved it. I enjoyed reading every frustration filled page.
4 Stars.
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